oo~

I have listened 50songs for few hours~
lol~
all of the sudden jz listen to it
recall back every memories and moment i have been
is just a special year i think
just like roller coaster
then...
some thinking came into my mind
which i couldn't solve
i was searching for solution but it couldn't be anything
aww~
let's forget bout it
2012 is coming~
1 more year~
secondary school life end...~
ha!

time to sleep ~

~

yeah~
it proved it once again~
dreams and reality are two different things
they will never be the same
as long as you work hard then it will become reality
it seems to take a long time to success
but its okay
as i always said
everything just let it be~

oo

I did it b4?
I think i did it before.
if i really did it...i think i will do the 2nd time
in fact..that is my principle...
so...i will do it again
haha~
i think i can la...
maybe future will i wont do it again
i have promised to myself
wish i can do it !
ganbatte !

DX

i wanna sleep well
cant you let me sleep?
everyday sleep at 2am~
i wonder izit too early?
online no ppl~
sometimes saw choo and how~
starred in front of computer and wait for sleep
sometimes even fall asleep in front of it
hope tonite have a gud sleep

aaa...

lol...
i din stop yet...
haha
anyway
i think i have phobia to it lo
scary man...
what can you do?
if you have made the 1st decision what will happen next?
regrets?
i dunwan to make another wrong decision
maybe i should think that after few more years
make myself more mature
aha!

oo~

my ''job'' are done luu
i am jobless now~
haha~
now i have more free time
my mission are done also
everything are done~

~
when the time i stop
it means i have......

yay~

yesterday came back from Hong Kong
the trip was fun
Hong Kong is a busy place
buildings are all around~
the best place that i visited was Disneyland~
haha~
damn tired after the trip
walk the whole day
but it was fun
i bought 2 shirts and some souvenirs~
overall~my 1st flight to Hong Kong was memorable
XD

=||

time past so fast
2months liao
form4 ended
form5 is coming
spm is coming
aih~

oo~
we cant predict future lo
let the fate decide where we have to go
=)

haha~

did i see wrong?
nope...i am not
hehe...i can choose not to go...XD
and i told my mum already bout my result
guess what she said?
you decide where to go ba..still got 1 more year , no different
i was like....!!!
yay!
just hope can lo
XD
thx mum!

最后一次

最后一次说
最后一次做同一件事
最后一次看
最后一次听
最后一次想
最后一次为一个人哭
最后一次掷硬币
最后一次问上天
给了我最后一次的答案
作出了最后一次的决定
最后一次对我自己说‘’最后一次‘’
再见中四
再见所有的事物
忘记伤痛的记忆
忘记美好的回忆
向中五问好~
我永远都相信命运
再见啦!

T.T

should i be happy or sad?
i am kinda lost everything...
can go science1 of course is happy
but lost my friends is doesn't feel good
especially chuan zhan...T.T
others is jeremy, melanie, xing jing, rui xin( dk whether you will sty in sc2 ornt)
haiz...
science1 is just like hell
all are pro's
you know how big the pressure is?
and somemore next yeat SPM
wth!
i really dunwan to lost all of you...T.T
but my parents....could i change their mind...
i haven tell them bout this...
it is not a happy thing...just normal
at the starting of the year i wished i cn go sc1
but now...
can i take back my words?
aih~
this year lost alots of things...
especially....
dun talk bout it...
what can i do?
left 2 more days...
just appreciate the time..and enjoy
T.T

XD

last post of the day~

Myself :
I guess i should get sth from a person?
today i took out the small notes again
i saw that...LOL
cant believe...i wait there for 5months
lol...aaa>.<
never mind la...forgot then forgot
haha~

haiz

wo zhen de lei le
zhe shi wu ke fou ren de shi shi
zhen de lei le
wo yi wei wo ke yi
dan qi shi wo zhi shi yi ge ben dan
tian di xia de xiao hua
...
ren sheng zong you yi tian zhou dao jin tou
wo xiang zhe ge shi ke yi jing dao lai
bu guo!
ren sheng hai you man chang de lu yao zhou
wei you jian chi zhou xiao qu~
kui wo hai ji de~
yuan ben zhe ying gai zhao yi lai dao zhong dian
wo yi wei wo neng zuo geng duo
yuan lai zhi shi zai yan chi zhe yi tian de dao lai
wo zhen bai chi
wo xiang xing ming tian hui geng hao!
yi ding hui de!

='')

i am happy today~
but i dunno how to describe it
seriously~
this is what i wan
i doesn't ask more than that
although it has ended~
but it doesn't last long...
it is kinda disappointment~
why?
haiz...
dun care la...
that is enough
thank you...

炎亞綸 Aaron Yan - 下一个我(The Next Me) with Lyrics&Pinyin

[MV]郁可唯&林凡-聽你說 (MV女主角:黃薇渟&謝凱雯)

hehe...

guess wat?
1.24am...
cant sleep lo
lied on the bed for 1hour still remain unchanged
insomia?
couldn't be ba~
all right
go play some lame games and listen songs at the same time~
yeah~today just got my passport size photo
tml gonna make a new passport
and nidda wake up early lo...
because scare many people
aih~
go ply games now~

~~

did anyone done his/her chemist folio?
haiz...doing half way
and those was before exam de work
aih~
gonna continue tonight since i cant sleep
yea~
tat's for today~

ouch!

what!
that movie is not for those who under 18!
haiz...
i was waited for how long you know?!
just because he is 九把刀?
just because of a part of the movie?
come on!
be open minded abit...
who will think that lo
i understand not everyone can accept that
but..
aih~
fine...

haha!

yeah!
finally can travel to Hong Kong!
it was my first time travel to other country
damn sad...now only get the chance
but nvm!
now is the time!
the chance!
damn excited now!
after this travel dunno when can have another chance luu~
aik~
at least i get a chance in my life
that's enough
hope everything can be good~
and of course...pls dun get pain anymore...
pls....
let me enjoy my trip...after that you wan how pain oso can
let me enjoy! suffer later!
okay..this is not the type i am
usually i will prefer suffer 1st then only enjoy
but this time  i wont!
that's the only chance in my life!
just pray for myself...
get well soon
dun pain anymore...
please...

wew

well done Nat !
although it cant do anything but we are proud of you
you voice out our feelings to the teacher
seriously well done~
XD

o.o

yup
disappointed with me?
oo
no surprise
yea...i made everyone disappointed include my parents
ha!
i am sorry to all of you
oo?
i looks fake rite? it doesn't matter if you guys think that
in fact...i have made everyone disappointed
i know i cant change back anything
but i should say sorry to everyone
sorry
ha~just hope i can do anything for all of you as long as i am still alive
because i dunno my heart can still function how long
maybe need a long term treatment from hospital or heart transplant?
although it just pained few months ago
just hope that it is not too serious
now i can still run, walk as usual but who knows future?
maybe this is what i should get from the god
once again
SORRY everyone...that i made you all disappointed

hmm

whatever i can do people can do
whatever people can do i cant
i am just playing a small role in my life
although is just a small character
but i am proud of it
and of course
satisfy with it...

No title......

is the time...
i dunno what to say
i cant do anything
so let it be

*...*

i think i know what should i do
in fact...i know it is hard to make a decision
...

T.T

okay after all...
i dunno why u said that to me although it is too late for you as what you have said
but i will just accept it lo...
if not what can i do?
refuse ur apologize ?
lol..how could i do that?
i wont do that of course...
but for me...the apologize doesn't meant anything to me anymore
whatever i wan to cry , do or wat i have already done
so what izit happen now la?
why i heard different things from different person?
i am out of my mind now
who should i believe?
crazy man!
stupid things!!
anyway...
thanks for the apologize lo...
once again...
god...i lost to my fate again...
yea...the chance...
just let it go...
even i mind it doesn't meant anything...
go then go ba....
everyone has their own fate...
nobody can control their own fate...
yea...
disappointing time by time...
thank you...
T.T

oo

sometimes I am being too kind
maybe i should do as what my teacher said
''sometimes you need to be selfish in order to be kind to someone''
being too kind will just cause me problems
but not everyone la
being too kind will just bullied by the people
i dun care anymore...

haiz...

永远把最后的机会留给自己
在留给自己的同时也把机会留给别人
机会已经给了
如果想让它胎死腹中我也做不到任何东西
希望真的能掌握自己手中的机会
明白吗？

命运~

缘份不是那么容易凑在一起
能相识是一种缘
但能在一起才称它为缘分
一切只能交给命运
把一切交给时间
留下来的才是最后的决定

take from an article d~
meaningful right?
^^

XD

thank you for everything
if really looks like that let it be lo~
haha
used to it~
last post liao...
^^

okay

goodbye..
everything~
yea yea~
feel so happy rite now~
no more pressure
everything gone~
just happy!!!
yea yea~~~
XD

x...x

.........
god u are really prank me...
but it is good that u gave me all this
let me know sth
and of course let me learn sth from it
some lesson that money also cnt effort to pay for it
thank you!
now i am just trying best to do!
do better than ever i have
seriously
i wan to wake up from the dream!
how good if i can do for it
so at least i noe this is what human beings
this is what we called fate...
i lost to the fate...
who knows one day i will beat you!...fate
i will beat you!
you watch out! fate...
nobody can defeat me...!

haiz

dream can be different from reality?
or can be the same?
who knows?

Gods~
are you playing with me??
if one time only i still can accept
but three times also the same!
cant believe it~
or from the starting of everything u have already gave a hint?

okay...

one day...
everything will be clear...
if you really understand...
but if cant thn nvm...
just forget bout it...
the meaning behind of everything...
the truth behind of everything...

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

(others people)
if that day i say it out
u might not be happy with me
even u do so for now
i just cant believe that what i seen
cant believe that what had happend
i nvr see b4 this kind of ppl
but i will still keep it as a secret
...

D:

原来伪装是那么的辛苦
真的好辛苦
我也想知道我在想什么
我只知道我再也伪装不了
现在的我并不是认真的我
现在的我只是伪装的我
只有当我独自时候的我才是最真实
或许在那刹那间，我的微笑才是真的
我的冷淡并不是偶然
我惹人讨厌更不是偶然
没人会理
更不会有人明白
虽然只是伪装
但有一样东西始终都不会变
跌倒后再站起来以后
仰望着蓝天白云
已不再像以前那样
而是充满着新的期望

oo.....

to be a friend is vry easy
but to a find a truly friend to talk is not that easy
haiz
i wish to find...
but there will not be any result...
i cnt hope everything happen as what i wish
i cnt be that selfish
haha
the hope that i wish to be it already come true
but it doesn't last long...
i got to wish all over again
and...
this time there will be no one can make it come true
i will just wait for it to come true
maybe you already forgot the wish
but its okay
just let it be
nobody are interest wif my wish and all those stuff
they need their friends
their life still go on
and myself of course wont stop there
it will just always look forward
i can still remember that sentence
i will always remember it
that's what i can do for now
i will not stop it
many ppl might think i am doing stupid stuff
but as for me everything is okay
maybe one day u will know everything
just hope it will not be too late

oo.....

just a thing can make me no mood for the whole day
just a thing can make me angry wif u although u r my kindagarden friend~
why all things happened to me?
why let me suffered all this things la?
maybe this is what should happen to me
1 day wif 2 things suffering me...
argh!
dun whack my head wif books or pen anymore!!
last warning!
u thought who r u?!
can simply whack?
no brain izit?!
argh!!!
and...of course...
still no mood la~
haha..maybe ur words is rite^^
XD

习惯就好

伤人的话听多, 刺眼的字看多都没感觉了
反正都已经习惯了
人就是这样, 对某件东西腻了
 自然就会习惯
所谓习惯成自然吧~XD

):(

有时候坐在汽车内的靠窗位，
看着天空可以让我平静下来
也让我反省自己的错误
但以后看的天空会否像现在的一样?
这是我不想发生的事情
不过一切就会再今晚揭晓
希望一切都如我所愿
不管最终得答案是如何
我也会接受它

XD

oo...what a sunny day again...
today just bought a T-shirt~
don't comment me ag...hahaha^^
hey~
finally today got a chance to watch nasi lemak 2.0
kinda okay la
some part quite funny
but nite nidda do revision liao
really must work hard for this exam
ganbatte ba~

oo

i made the wrong decision again?
can someone give an answer to me?
i thought i will make a right decision...
but at the end...
i still failed to make it
maybe this time i will make a decision...
the final decision...
yea...
can i let the god to help me decide?
i scare i will make the wrong decision again...
every time i made a decision but the truth has just tell me i am wrong...
totally wrong...
i just need an answer to prove everything...
just one...
can change everything...
god help me please...

平静的。。。。。。

蘇打綠sodagreen-十年一刻MV 官方完整版

好的~

不会了
不再不会了
。。。

平静的。。。。。。

x(x)

今天心情还好吧
至少还能看见你久违的笑容
哈哈
你比从前快乐哦
如果是真的话或许我会很开心
我也希望可以向你那样~
算了吧。。。
平静。。。。。。

~~

别人能做到的东西我未必能做到
但我只会做好自己
只渴望自己能达到自己的目标
或许这样我会更有满足感
我不抱住任何希望
只期待一切平静
。。。。。。

haiz..

nobody will understand...
just let it go ba...
over and over...
what ever i did just...
dunnid to understand...
when the time is come everything will be there...
but it is just too late...
it will not be that anymore...
it is just meaningless..

='')

blur case...
@@
blur to the maximum...
blur blur blur and blur....

~~

我常常问我自己
伪装的东西能维持多久？
或许可以维持很久吧~
越久就越好咯~
至少可以为自己找一个借口
还蛮不错。。。。。。
只好不断地走下去~

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

oo~原来如此
我还那么笨地在想~

Yan Jue 嚴爵 - Hao De Shi Qing (好的事情) MV Full

oo

In this world they are many kinds of people~
but for me.. I am already used to it...
I have seen this every year
haha~
my luck^^
kinda la...
used by some1 doesn't feel good rite?
yea~
 ^^

oo

yes~
good things doesn't come if you dun go and fight for it
now i knew it~
just learned it~
but sometimes when u get wat u wan u will try to let it go?
this is nowadays people mindset?
haha
luckly i am not~
phew~
from it i learned sth too
never appreciate sth until u lost it~
haha~
that's all for today~
happy day ahead ^^

oo~

sometimes just nid something
something that is money cnt buy
and everyone need it
from freinds and family,
we can get it~
just dun let it go if u hav it
if u jz let it go, it forever will not be back anymore~
they will not believe u anymore~
= w =

aaa~

is tat my fault?
u thought i wan it happen?
the computer kena virus is not my fault wat
y everyone keep blaming me?
am i so good to blame?
blame lo...=.='
soon no nid to on pc oso can le...
T.T
getting serious lo
keep restart
.....

=)

haha!
very happy today >.<
hope everyday will be like today~
hehe >.<
laugh until stomach pain >.<
and the song~
i wan to learn~
for some purposes >.<
hehe
ble!~

random stuff~

having a hope everyday~
and it will be always the same~
i doesn't ask much~
just hope it will come true~
maybe many ppl will ask me wat is the hope
but i think one day u guys will really noe wat i hoped~
i waiting my hope to come true everyday~
for me, with a hope everyday is already satisfy and happy with it
whether it come true ornt is doesn't matter~
as long as i am happy~
the life is still goes on~
there is no point that we feel disappointment whn our hopes doesn't come true
maybe this is what we called dreams~
what a nice dream~
how good if my dream really come true~
 i nvr ask much~
i believe whn u guys really noe wat i am thinking it will automatically come true~
^^

omg

why keep feels like vomitting?
drank too much of water in a time?
nope gua?
just feeling unwell
hope ltr can go tuition
i go rest le la...
hope can forget everything

=(

why why why and why?
should i ask that?
hmm...
shouldn't i be that?
what to do?
</3

oo

just feel like lied  by ppl?(not my blog viewer)
why i always lied by ppl?
izit i so good to lie?
fine lo~
not the 1st time~
maybe i trusted the wrong ppl
maybe this is why i cnt trust a person so easily?
dun let me find out who is the one...

argh...
no point to angry jz because of u!

aaa~

holiday gonna end...
phew~
really need to study for the next exam le...
hope i can do it...
coz i am getting lazier...

aaa><
bro =)
find you tml ><
u noe who i meant rite?

hehe~

i m back since this morning which is 12++
kinda happy with everything i have
grandpa~
I love you~
hope we can still celebrate ur birthday every year~
enn!
why am i so tired lo after slept for 8hours
haiz...after this gonna sleep ag~
slowly become piggy day by day~
piggy!!~

aaa~

third day of holiday already fatt mou 99~
online nothing to do~
homework....lazy to do
but i have done my laporan for moral~
swee~
now nidda take picture..hehe^^

aaa..T.T
really boring...
wee...tml can go Asyraf's house!
the day after tomorrow then nidda back to hometown le
atleast can go some where else.
if not do nothing at home...
oo~
end up with boring mood~

^^

yea~
today watch a moive in TGV Cheras Selatan~
《窃听风云２》　
not a bad movie
^^
I like the cars inside the movie...^^
Ferrari, Audi....
love it so much~
too bad no money to buy it~
btw..the whole thing is not jz bout the cars...
hehe^^

tonite not gonna sleep so early~
Football match!!
M.U vs Arsenal!
wew~
i think i am crazy on it...
but since tml holiday just watch it~
DAD~we watch together if you wan~
we did it every week~
hehe^^
enjoy^^
tat's all for today
XD

random~

珍惜现在所拥有的
因为一旦失去了就不能再回来
就算失而复得，还会是原来你想要的吗？
不管遇到任何困难，勇于面对一切
争取自己想要的
一旦得到你想要的，就应该尽全力地保护它；
不让它从你身边离去～

just some random things~
saw a movie then learned something from it~
^^

haha~

1 week!
hey~I am back^^
just vry free now...
but tml nidda start to do my moral folio le..T.T
haven start anything except for essays
some more nid to bck to hometown next week to celebrate my grandpa 80th birthday
^^
I really dunwan to go bck so early since the celebration is on Saturday
I try to postpone but kena scolded by my dad
so today i will try to request again...
hopefully he will postpone it ba
hope so!
today went to challenger to ply ping pong wif u guys
haha^^
did i hlp u guys anything?
LOL
hehe..
just goodluck to u guys for tml competition
just do ur best!
ganbatte!!
^^

oo.....

Goodbye everyone~
This blog might not be update for some times
maybe for 1week, 1 month or 1year
jz due to some reasons...
nowadays just busy with redaksi stuffs and folio
so this is my last post...
Goodbye...
^^

oo.....

有谁可以帮我？

happy~

yea~my sis birthday is coming tomorrow...
Give you an early wish..
Happy Birthday..XD
wish you good luck in our tomorrow exam too~
have a nice day with your friends tomorrow after the exam...^^

oh ya..
ytd just realise that xing jing's birthday oso on the same day wif my sis..^^
Happy Birthday to you ^^

oo~

can I find someone to talk?
Damn bore now...
maybe i should learn how to talk to the wall.
haha~
talk to my doggy oso not bad...
hehe^^

Just a normal day...
nothing to write about it..
^^

ohh

不一样了...

oo

wan kill then kill lo~

^^

此时此刻的心情非常开朗~
很开心~
整个人都松了下来~
难以形容这种感觉~
好久都没试过这样~
就像一场雨把所有的雾气全都弄散了~
嗯！！




hmm...be careful oh..next time...
u noe who i mean rite?
if it is serious then go see doctor...
i dunwan u get hurt....
xin tong de leh....
if got anything then tell me ba~
^^

omg!

my fingers still pain...T.T
is already 1 week...
why izit so hard to recover it?
cant cure?
pain like hell today...
feel like bang the wall...
unfortunately  i cant...T.T
just wan to release all my pain to the wall
atleast the wall wont say it out its pain
i can bang it as much as i wan...
but it doesn't work lo...
luckly i din try it...
otherwise i will regret 99...
okay la..tat's all for today...
THE END

T.T

ru guo yi qie neng gou chong lai
wo xi wang wo men hai ke yi xiang yi qian na yang
ke shi...xian zai de wo jiu xuan xiang dui ni hao dou bu xing le
zhi neng shuo wo xiang tai duo...
zao cheng zhe yi qie de fa sheng...
huo xu ni bu xi wang wo zhe guai zi ji
ke shi zhe jiang shi wo ren sheng zhong zhui cuo de yi ci
bu ke yuan liang de cuo...

bu guan ni zen yang dui wo
wo dui ni de hao shi zhong dou bu bian...
ye xu wo tai gu zhi le...
rang ni shou wei qu...

[KTV]周杰倫 - 白色風車

断了的弦 - 周杰倫

断了的弦 - 周杰倫

oo~

要来的总会到来~
只好在等待~
希望那天真的不会到来~
就算那天真的到来，我也会坚强的面对~
毕竟没有尝试过就不配得到它~
只有真正的尝试过你才知道那滋味~
这样将来才无愧于自，无愧于人，无愧于这短暂的人生~
只不过是件琐碎的事， 在乎也没用~
好好的睡一觉，忘了它~
这样人生才会永远地明亮下去，直到人生的终点~
让自己觉得这世上还有值得你去珍惜的东西~
还有值得你去留恋的东西~
让我们的人生永远的美丽下去~
^^

張芸京 - 情人結mv...nice song~

T.T

something tat i did it every day....T.T

 sobsob...T.T

haiz..T.T

为何每当我那么辛苦建立起来的东西都一一的被吹毁?
这是我应该得到的吗?
你可知道我所建立的东西是我付出了多少心血及泪水吗?
是多么的辛苦
可是你却不了解,
你可不了解那种失望落寞的感受
让我痛到心里的最低点
或许你从来都没试过这样
没能怪谁
只能怪自己
真的!
如果有的选择, 我不会再做这样的东西
只是在浪费我的时间及泪水
做好自己就已经很好了
嗯!
做好自己!

>.<~~

yi ge ren zhuo tai duo, tai yong xin, fu chu de tai duo,
zhui zong ye de bu dao zi ji xiang yao de...
bu shi ni de jiu bu shi ni de...
zhuo tai duo ye zhi shi kong xu yi chang...
huo xu zhi shi yi chang wan mei de mong ba...
''wan mei de yi chang mong''
.....

bad day..T.T (part 2)

haiz....my shirt has been pulled by two ppl in a day..
T.T
maybe my words is hurt u..but did I talk bad about your mum?
WTF
I think you have misunderstood what I said...
fine~.....
next time i will just being silent...
keep my mouth shut...
I think i should say sorry to you~
sorry~
and....
I wont care more bout you anymore...
I dunwan the same thing happen to me anymore...
what a bad day...T.T
the worst thing is nobody likes to listen  the truth...
nowadays my ears are having hearing problem...
and u still punch my ears....maybe u might said 'I where got punch your ears''
maybe is just myself go find problem...
but ...fine~T.T
just back to my original life...
be silent everyday~
T.T

what a bad day....T.T

hmm...my physics exam got 65.......T.T
I feel confident when i do that exam...
but....
as conclusion...don't ever be over confident towards everything...
btw..i din really do well in this exam..
who can blame other than me?
I am the one who not study...
I think this is what I should get...
I will never do this again..
NEVER!!
I will put more effort in my coming exam...
enn!! I can do it well...
I wont disappoint myself and of course my parents who always support me althought u guys doesn't
show anything...
but i will still work hard..
as the time past..
u all are getting older and older...
I should study hard and wont let u guys feel disappointment...
and of course...
I want to apologize to u guys...
mum and dad...
sorry!
sorry that i did so many wrong things and being so childish since form2 if not wrong...
until now I am still doing that...
I will try not to being that again...
^^

aaa~
work hard in the coming exam~
same to all my friends~
XD

................

ni shi zhong hai shi mei shuo le chu lai....

haiz..T.T

my words so hard to understand oh?
nvm la...used to it liao luu...
no one can understand..hehe
maybe is my fault..
i din say it properly...

T.T

hehe~

there is a true behind of everything...
it hiden for some period...
no matter how long was it
it is still there...
haha...^^

aaa~

today did addmath for 2+++ hours...
tired like hell...
i wonder when my hair will drop one by one~
jz as what teacher said...XD
after that....
i damn hungry...T.T
guess what i ate?
nasi lemak, roti telur and DURIAN!!
weeeee..XD
i love it...XD
and now....my stomach is full like..........
but i dun regret after i ate all that...
haiz..maybe ltr go for a sleep...
but i haven do sej nota leh...T.T
haiz..
but overall today quite happy oso..^^

haiz..T.T

what is going on la~
why suddenly come and ask those things lo?
...
if pressure can be measure i think urs sure be heavier thn mine..T.T
...

wo bu xiang ni shou ku...
wo zhi xiang kai kai xin xin de gou jie xie lai de re zi...
xi wang yi qie dou hui guo qu ba...
wo hui mei shi de...yi qie jiang shun qi zi ran...
bu yao zai xiang le...
hehe~
^^

not a bad day or good day~

aaa~today woke up at 10am~
so damn late...as for me la...
haiz...today got bio tuition again...
3hours lo~i wonder how i can concentrate
will i sleep in his class again~
hope dun~

why i cnt online that long?
why others can but i cant...
tong ren bu tong ming...
that's why sometimes i said god is fair to everyone...
becoz it threat everyone with different way~

hehe~nothing to write liao~

蛮有道理~

昨天看到一篇文章~
里头写了：
谎言可以分为两种：
善意以及恶意的谎言
当一个人说出善意的谎言其实他也在为身边的人着想；
一个做人的这一切一切都只为别人好~
（有点假咯）
其实谎言这种东西都是事在人为的~
只要不把它说出口什么事都不会发生~
哈哈~
^^

aaa~

一个人有时候想太多并非是件好事~
在此我要向你道歉
或许是我想太多了吧~
我原还以为她不想把她的名字讲出来
可是~事实却刚好相反~
我真地想太多了~
以后少管闲事就好~

Hmmm....

hmmm...short post for today~~
1st time join choir in my whole life...
aaa~i cant sing well...how come?
but i will try my best to do it well~
i can!!
maybe work much more harder?
haha~yea~
but after all of that still quite happy for today~
OMG~haven have my lunch still...T.T
now already 4.33pm..LOL
hmm..maybe wait for dinner together and eat ba...
damn hungry rite now...
^^

.......................

ow ix uahn ezh anyg ann oad yuo cuoh am?
ow iangx inba hecgn ehz aygn oay in naug?
iuag ub ed uizh ingj ay il an em da
ouh ux hez uji ihs iew nesh em osu nre udo oat nya in...
am ed!

haiz...

you shi hou zhong jue de bei suo you ren leng luo....
wei du you ni yi ran zai wo shen bian..
xie xie ni....
huo xu wo zhu ding yi bei zi dou mei peng you ba..
chu le ni he wo de jia ren yi wai qi ta ren dou dui wo mo bu guan xin
huo xu you xie peng you di que ke yi xiang xing..
ke shi...huo xu shi wo de yao qiu guo gao...
yi zhi suo you ren dou li wo er qu....
haiz...
bu dong zhen me ban....
xun zhao xing sheng huo?
BU XING!!!
wo bu neng diu xia ni bu guan..
suan le la...
zhi hao ying zhe tou pi guo wan zhe yi nian duo ba...
wo hao ji mo....zhen de hen xiang ni....
sheng bian de ren dou shi zhe yang...
you shi qing jiu dui ni hao mei shi que li ni er qu..
zhe jiu shi ming yun ba...
huo xu you xie hua yi de zhui le sheng bian de ren ke shi zhe ye shi wo hen xiang shuo de..
yuan liang wo ba..T.T
wo ning yuan zhi you ni yi ge ren ye bu yao zhe xie peng you
suan le...sien....

haiz~~

today damn tired...although i din help much...i feel like i so useless la...
haiz...why u walked to ttn wor? tell me ma...T.T
haiz...cant sleep tonite...can i call u?...T.T

^^~~

>.< thx for the food and the f**d>.<><
hehe..work hard for the whole day..but maybe the others might be more tire especially you lo~
ur hand ah~~T.T
haha...tml is the carnival...XD
hope the 1st person to serve is you lo...can ma?
>.<
nvm la....hehe...
tml will be the day....we can do it vry vry welll!!
gambette!!..XD

some advices~

hmm...I noe u prepared for it but the same sentence to you....
dun feel sad..just let it go if u think they is nth more between u guys..
Be happy la...
i noe it is hard....but just....slowly la...
i really dk wat to say...aaa~

so angry....!!

you really....annoying la....can you f*** off?
i hope u will _ _ _ _  _ _ _ _ lo...
you really change my mood lo...
haiz...dun talk about you..make me more angry wif you!!
I HATE YOU!!!

^^~~

lalalala.....hehe....>.<
I dunno what to say...haha
just happy la...>.<
can't explain about it lo...
wee....XD
carnival is coming soon...^^
cant wait for the day but I seems like vry useless lo..
cant hlp anything bout it...
maybe I am just a small character in the class but...haiz nvm la...
tml gonna help they all to decorate the stall ba....
hope many ppl come to our stall...we cn do it!!
>.<

arghhh!!

cant you just be smart?
sometimes i saw you i feel like punching you (not my blog viewer)
you really make people feel annoying....ishh...cant you just leave away?
i really wan to punch you now...but i not dare to do it....
every time saw ur face really change me into bad mood de lo..
seriously!
one day if i got chance i wont punch you..i will just kill you without anyone knows~
haha..it wont happen la...
if u think tat i am wrong then just stay away from me la...dun let me see your face..
such an agony....
u thought u have good looking?
''haha'' ya you have..but u have a bad heart too~
the heart who filled with anger and bad things...
just go away.....!!as far as u can..i think you will run vry far since u cn do it~
go away la...!!!
calm down....
what for angry? rite?
sienz...

should i be happy?

hmm...i argued wif my mum yesterday..
but some how i talked to her just now..=.=''
haiz...
but now everything is all right..yay!!
hmm...why everyone said me i forget all my friends wor....
izit i too close wif her then u guys say me forget u all?
LOL...
childish leh...
aaa~wat to do...this are call ''friends''...........speechless liao lo...

but today quite happy also...
hope to hear it again...hahaha >.<

>.<~~

sorry to my blog viewers~sorry that i too long din't update my blog..
gomen nasai..>.<
hmm...nowadays many things is happen very fast..i wonder why...
from sad to happy than to sad than to happy again...@@
why all of the sudden everyone threat me like this?
am i suppose to get all this things?
i was waiting and waiting...1 hour become 2 hours and so on......
OR
izit i think too much?
definitely no lo...T,T
aaa~life is just like a show....u r the director of ur life...
at the starting of my show my fate is already fixed and couldn't be change unless i get out from the show..
i wonder when my show is gonna end..T.T
are all this happy moment?
maybe this is the climax of the show?
who knows?
haiz...emo-ing lo..T.T
this is my boring life~

aar~dun care bout it...
btw~melanie~~~
ur cake was nice~honestly..I SWEAR
maybe u see the impression when i was eating is not so good but i jz dunwan u misunderstand it...
thank you for the cake..^^
and thanks for the breakfast..LOL i din hav my breakfast this morning..

so as for now~just wait for the show to end althought i have many dreams haven come true~
jz wait..as somebody said before
''patient is the key to success''
hope it works~
T.T

I am happy~

I am damn happy right now..XD
because....i also dunno....hehe =.=
But i am worry about something lo....
Will it happen?
I hope it won't happen..because I trust you~
If you what I am doing is wrong then just tell me ba~
hehe ^^
dunno what to write also~
haiz...hope tomorrow can pj......more than 1 month din't pj le....
T.T
hope tat Chee will come tomorrow...dun give any excuses can anot?
damn lazy lo...every Friday alwasy absent...T.T

^^

No matter what had happened to you is all over~
Maybe I can't do anything for you,
but if you think what u have done is right, then just go ahead~
I will support you just like what u have said it to me~
and now  I will say the same thing to you~
You might thinking why this stupid person said those things,
but trust yourself; you are not stupid~
You must face towards, there is no point of regret or whatever~
what has passed is already become the history,
we must face towards because there are still lots of mysteries that you haven discover yet~
so be happy and the world will be colourful~^^
everything will be alright as long as you think what you have done is right~

that's all~
^^

It came.....

The day that I hope not to come but it finally came....
fine~
Can I just let it go? who can answer me?
haiz...

Tomorrow wan to go to school anot leh?
Dun feel like going to school~
I rather stay at home and study also dunwan to go to school since my BC get so low..........T.T
why nobody can understand me? including my parents~....
Is that wrong if I dunwan  to take BC??
Why always give the same reason to me??! OMG.....
I really cant stand for it anymore~
I going to failed my BC in the next exam~I SWEAR!!!!!
This is what I can do so that I no need take BC~

Teenagers should face so many problems? You know that is stress!!
Now I regret why I din use my time well....sobsob
Maybe this is like what they said--teenagers~
haizz...
whole day dreaming in the class...
What can I conclude for today is MY LIFE IS BECOME COLOURLESS~~
T.T

心灰意冷~~

听人家说过爱并不需要在一起，只要知到自己在想什么就可以了~
这样就可以知道自己正在干什么~
人———只要活得开心就好； 其他的并不在乎~
如果这一切都是痛苦只是开始，那就是你幸福的开始，
也就是我开心的结束~
我也不知道自己在写什么~
我今天才明白一个人的心在滴血的感觉是如何的~
这也许是个福~让我有机会尝尝这种感觉~
唉~世界就是这样；充满了悬念及悲伤
或许只有这样才叫人生~
T.T

今天才知道原来——花海——周杰伦
是那么得好听！！
超有意义的~

为什么？

我真的有那么的可怕吗？需要这样来对待我吗？
或许是我多疑~我常常都是这样的。
不要在想了~对我来说真的是没有好处的~


唉~华语试卷只得 54 分~
有点想要放弃的感觉~
算了吧~
不知该写什么?
^^

复杂的心情~

人的心情真的会随着天气而变化吗？
对我来说是！！
刚才在等车的时候，那奇怪的感觉再次出现在我的脑海中~
想了许多东西，有时候；
与其几个人一起痛苦，不如一个人退出或许会更有用;
这是真的~
啊~不要想了啦~只要活得开心就行了!

希望你会开心哦~
记得好好保管....那你以后就不会那么闷了^^

kinda sad and disappointment~

Yesterday was kinda fun~but dunno why my mood suddenly change when I was on the way back home....
Sat in the bus...many things came out in my mind~
What came out?(cannot tell la)
I...I just can't continue to write anymore...but I will still continue to write it~
Then after came back from LM, feel so sleepy but i can't sleep because i have many things to think~
I dunno how to explain anymore....seriously.....
haiz....just make me feel disappointment.........
.............................................
suan liao la~
I dun care~(I lie to myself)
just can't continue le...dun force me le..
sorry.......XD
I understand~

The World Changed?

Why? The world isit changed?
Why everyone all of the sudden changed so fast~
Nobody can understand me now~
A person can changed so fast; isn't that you feel abnormal?
Haha..if you know everything wont happen...
Maybe I am _ _ _ _ _ _ _ about something~
But isn't that normal?
Why the feelings keep coming out nowadays~go away!!!!!!
I hate this feelings!!!
can the world just end by tomorrow?
Hope so~
upupup~!!!XD

boring~

few days didn't update my blog~
quite boring now~
by the way holidays gonna end this week..T.T
back to school again~
now i regretted....i didn't study for the whole holiday...T.T
almost forgot everything....sad case~
why haven online d?
damn bore now~online doing nothing~

bm and moral essays also haven done!!
total 5essays!!!
i have no idea now...my brain was empty~rusted....hahaha
^^

"smart" people~

why 'smart' people like me will get the chance to talk to someone else?
even a dog also have the chance to talk if they know~
but not for me......
7more hours nidda go chuan zhan's house le and i still blogging here~
But i hope that you can sleep now lo~
don't think too much le
lao gei doesn't wrong...it is normal...
headache......maybe u think too much?
try to think another way...the world is not end
our earth is sphere, there will be no ending in this world unless u wan to give up urself~
so....not to think too much le~
there will be many ways to solve something maybe?
lie on the bed and relax, it will be easier to sleep~
XD
That's all~sleep now

--.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.--

aiyo~hmm...I shouldn't.........
arr...release my feelings again~
my feelings is just make people feel annoying and paiseh~
maybe i am right~
definitely correct~.XD
erm....my fingers arr~
so damn pain...long time din ply bowling now so painful~
ahh..atleast i got 5strikes...not bad..XD
3games only 5stirkes...LOL...what a 'good' result~
haiz..dun care la...wkwk

Btw....dun ever release your feelings to anyone, izit good?
maybe...if yes...just make people so paiseh~^^
so better don't~..XD
=.=

Hmmm....

Last post before I sleep?
current time is 3.11am..^^
why my heart suddenly feel so painful?
Is it a signal to me?
the way to somewhere else?
lead me to the proper way?
can someone give an idea to me?
I am lost of idea~
arr...why am i down again~dont you remember to upupup forever?
erm..honestly tell you, i really dont know what am i writing lo...LOL
HAHA
I still can laugh? Aren't you crazy?
Yes!! I am~^^

Oh ya..i will pay you RM1.65  after school holidays~
I dunwan to own you anything, is not worth at all...
I shouldn't have pick up that call

Okay...time for me to sleep~
good nite and good morning~

No title......

LOL...
First of all...let's crazy...
what for la...why am i posting so many useless things here~
haha...XD
What the hell is happened lo?
Just to release my feelings?...I am kinda lying~
Nothing to say more about it..XD

OMG!!
Why suddenly got blood on my fingers!!
haiz.....pimples.....
Should sleep now? I dun think so~
What to do~life is boring and colourless if you dun do anythings meaningful just like me..^^
Sitting in front on computer and stares on it then starting to write blog~
Isn't that boring? LOL
I talk to myself..........and I usually do it....XD

Haiz and haiz again~it just came out from my mind every minutes and seconds...
I am so bad...oh come on remember...upupup!!!
that's what you said it to me..^^

Oh ya..Transformers trailer was nice lo..XD
I am kinda childish that i still watch this kind of movie~
What to do I like to watch movie~^^
weee~
coming soon luu.....XD

hmmm.....time for me to sleep? Nope...definitely no!!!
I heard my sis said that Kung Fu Panda 2 was nice....very cute~
But i din get the chance to watch~arr....it is kind of disappointment..T.T

wow..why am I writing so long?
Dunno...ask myself ba~
LOL....I really gone crazy...haha

Ermm....here are some advices~
if u feel like fat mou-ing just do the things that i asked u to do~
maybe it works?
Hope it can help you~
or maybe u can try to find something to do?
read novels? or watch anime? drawing?
Hmmm..I cant help u much more..XD
Maybe i can take tissue for you~
to clean your mou as what i have said before......wkwk

Who am i?

Now is already 1.44am~
by this time,you have already sleep(maybe)....
I am kinda crazy today,so what is happened to me???
can someone tell me?
I really can't understand myself, maybe at first I am already lost~
I got to say sorry to you....SORRY
should I be so stupid? or am I live without any choices?
This kind of word really make someone annoying...is it?
MAYBE?
God knows..haha
Why am I saying all this word?
I am really stupid!!
The foolish people in the world
You can be angry of me or whatever things that you can do it~
I don't mind...I think i should have used to it~
Why am i being so......haiz....can't describe myself now....^^
Just just just..............................
speechless now......
Fine~that's all~!!!!!!!
...........................XD

超闷的一天~

该写什么呢？我自己都不知道@@
想起昨天的事我真的很疯狂咯~
还有下次？希望吧~

为什么它总是这样？这个世界真的没有任何形容词可以形容吗？
 算了吧~想太多也没有用哦~
.....................................XD

oo.....

为了得到你那份礼物，我决定了将在3.00am睡觉
我可是第一次在半夜打电话给一个人，不知不觉钱都用光了才舍得挂电话
你不必还给我；你答应过我不会把钱还给我的哦~

erm...........................
如果你有此想法的话，或许我会明白这一切~

是时候睡觉了……………^^
晚安！！

错误的决择~

如果上天再给我一次机会，我也许会选择退出；
如果这样能活得更开心，这一切一切都值得；
虽然这一切的牺牲都很痛苦，但是我必须这样做。
我一个人痛苦总好过全部人一起受苦；
唯有这样做所有人才能活得更开心。
但愿这一切不会发生~

很烦！！

为了sidang redaksi 浪费我多少时间~
现在illustrater 开不到，要我怎样交功课呢？
烦死人了！！
真得很想退出，可是却不能，不能半途而废的~
upupup~!!!
算了吧~如果不能准时叫的话在算了！！
haiz~!!
真是有够烦的！！
人的生活真的没有烦恼不行吗？这样才叫人生吗？
如果是的话，我宁愿不要，可是.................认命吧！！
upupup~haha!!
enn!!..XD

开心！！~

首先我要谢谢rui xin！！还有那份礼物~谢谢哦~
第二：melanie~谢谢你的蛋糕~
 可能今天是我有史以来过得最开心的生日~
谢谢你们所有人！！XD

今天真得累极了~双手都麻痹了~
不过一切都值得的~
那蛋糕的味道还不错哦~
如果是你亲手做得话那我就有口福咯~如果不是那就谢谢你的心意咯~
当然我也知道这是你买的，有心了~

rui xin~谢咯~XD
upupup!!! wkwkwk

幻觉？

如果一切都是真得话那该多好~
 不过据我所知那一切一切都是假的~
希望我的梦想真得会实现吧，
就如你所说的只要每天想着它，一切就会成真！！
希望如此吧！

我现在不知该开心还是伤心好？
当一个人遇上这种情况时，往往都不会有好的结果~
唉~ 总之一切就是烦的啦~

My life gone crazy~

现在已是凌晨2点了,
不知为何睡不着,可能是我太多东西想了吧.
突然间想起许多开心与伤心的事情~
一个人的在想什么真得有那么难猜吗?
对我来说--是!!
现在的我只有一首歌可以形容我--猜不透 (叮当)
这首歌不错...可以去听一下!!
意义非凡!!

唉~好无聊哦!
要我怎么过呢?
还有4个小时才到6点~

现在的心情只有失望......................
真的失望吗?
自己也搞不清楚............@@
希望待会儿可以安心地入眠吧~

To someone~

谢谢你那一番话~
enn!!我会永远都保持;乐观的态度去面对一切~
谢谢你!!
所谓 :海内存知己,天涯诺比邻.
我永远都不会忘记您!!...^^

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从一开始这一切我都已经错了，不管我做什么都没有用，
如果你觉得如此的发泄方法上透了你的心，我只能对你说声对不起，
你可能认为我每次都只会说对不起，现在你可知道我并非一个好人
有点后悔了吧？
我这个人永远都不可以原谅~
因为我已经伤透了你两次~
我唯一能做的是我以后再也不会对任何人发泄除了我自己之外！
对不起
不过我希望我们的友谊永远都不会变。
对不起

此刻，我的心情~

有时候我总觉得我很没用，我是否做错了什么东西？
我应该活在这个世界上吗？（对不起某人）
或许我不应该拥有它~
把这机会让给其他人~
我不应该得到它！！！
它让我伤透了许多人，我真的应该拥有它吗？
有谁能够回答我这个问题？
或许想起你可以让我抛开所有的烦恼
让我觉得这个世界还有人可以帮助我^

快乐？伤心？

为什么假期得到来总是让我感到不安及烦恼？
我的直觉到底是真还是假？
为什么？为什么？
我是否应该这样做呢？
算了吧~唉！
开开心心度过这一个假期吧~

不知道为什么头部一直在痛？
操劳过度？烦恼一摞摞？

我想对你说声对不起，也许下次还有机会~

有罪吗？

一个人喜欢发泄都不行吗？！！ 我还是认为以前的我比较适合我~保持安静！！少说话多做事，少说废话，行了吧？！！