I am happy~

I am damn happy right now..XD
because....i also dunno....hehe =.=
But i am worry about something lo....
Will it happen?
I hope it won't happen..because I trust you~
If you what I am doing is wrong then just tell me ba~
hehe ^^
dunno what to write also~
haiz...hope tomorrow can pj......more than 1 month din't pj le....
T.T
hope tat Chee will come tomorrow...dun give any excuses can anot?
damn lazy lo...every Friday alwasy absent...T.T

^^

No matter what had happened to you is all over~
Maybe I can't do anything for you,
but if you think what u have done is right, then just go ahead~
I will support you just like what u have said it to me~
and now  I will say the same thing to you~
You might thinking why this stupid person said those things,
but trust yourself; you are not stupid~
You must face towards, there is no point of regret or whatever~
what has passed is already become the history,
we must face towards because there are still lots of mysteries that you haven discover yet~
so be happy and the world will be colourful~^^
everything will be alright as long as you think what you have done is right~

that's all~
^^

It came.....

The day that I hope not to come but it finally came....
fine~
Can I just let it go? who can answer me?
haiz...

Tomorrow wan to go to school anot leh?
Dun feel like going to school~
I rather stay at home and study also dunwan to go to school since my BC get so low..........T.T
why nobody can understand me? including my parents~....
Is that wrong if I dunwan  to take BC??
Why always give the same reason to me??! OMG.....
I really cant stand for it anymore~
I going to failed my BC in the next exam~I SWEAR!!!!!
This is what I can do so that I no need take BC~

Teenagers should face so many problems? You know that is stress!!
Now I regret why I din use my time well....sobsob
Maybe this is like what they said--teenagers~
haizz...
whole day dreaming in the class...
What can I conclude for today is MY LIFE IS BECOME COLOURLESS~~
T.T

心灰意冷~~

听人家说过爱并不需要在一起，只要知到自己在想什么就可以了~
这样就可以知道自己正在干什么~
人———只要活得开心就好； 其他的并不在乎~
如果这一切都是痛苦只是开始，那就是你幸福的开始，
也就是我开心的结束~
我也不知道自己在写什么~
我今天才明白一个人的心在滴血的感觉是如何的~
这也许是个福~让我有机会尝尝这种感觉~
唉~世界就是这样；充满了悬念及悲伤
或许只有这样才叫人生~
T.T

今天才知道原来——花海——周杰伦
是那么得好听！！
超有意义的~

为什么？

我真的有那么的可怕吗？需要这样来对待我吗？
或许是我多疑~我常常都是这样的。
不要在想了~对我来说真的是没有好处的~


唉~华语试卷只得 54 分~
有点想要放弃的感觉~
算了吧~
不知该写什么?
^^

复杂的心情~

人的心情真的会随着天气而变化吗？
对我来说是！！
刚才在等车的时候，那奇怪的感觉再次出现在我的脑海中~
想了许多东西，有时候；
与其几个人一起痛苦，不如一个人退出或许会更有用;
这是真的~
啊~不要想了啦~只要活得开心就行了!

希望你会开心哦~
记得好好保管....那你以后就不会那么闷了^^

kinda sad and disappointment~

Yesterday was kinda fun~but dunno why my mood suddenly change when I was on the way back home....
Sat in the bus...many things came out in my mind~
What came out?(cannot tell la)
I...I just can't continue to write anymore...but I will still continue to write it~
Then after came back from LM, feel so sleepy but i can't sleep because i have many things to think~
I dunno how to explain anymore....seriously.....
haiz....just make me feel disappointment.........
.............................................
suan liao la~
I dun care~(I lie to myself)
just can't continue le...dun force me le..
sorry.......XD
I understand~

The World Changed?

Why? The world isit changed?
Why everyone all of the sudden changed so fast~
Nobody can understand me now~
A person can changed so fast; isn't that you feel abnormal?
Haha..if you know everything wont happen...
Maybe I am _ _ _ _ _ _ _ about something~
But isn't that normal?
Why the feelings keep coming out nowadays~go away!!!!!!
I hate this feelings!!!
can the world just end by tomorrow?
Hope so~
upupup~!!!XD

boring~

few days didn't update my blog~
quite boring now~
by the way holidays gonna end this week..T.T
back to school again~
now i regretted....i didn't study for the whole holiday...T.T
almost forgot everything....sad case~
why haven online d?
damn bore now~online doing nothing~

bm and moral essays also haven done!!
total 5essays!!!
i have no idea now...my brain was empty~rusted....hahaha
^^

"smart" people~

why 'smart' people like me will get the chance to talk to someone else?
even a dog also have the chance to talk if they know~
but not for me......
7more hours nidda go chuan zhan's house le and i still blogging here~
But i hope that you can sleep now lo~
don't think too much le
lao gei doesn't wrong...it is normal...
headache......maybe u think too much?
try to think another way...the world is not end
our earth is sphere, there will be no ending in this world unless u wan to give up urself~
so....not to think too much le~
there will be many ways to solve something maybe?
lie on the bed and relax, it will be easier to sleep~
XD
That's all~sleep now

--.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.--

aiyo~hmm...I shouldn't.........
arr...release my feelings again~
my feelings is just make people feel annoying and paiseh~
maybe i am right~
definitely correct~.XD
erm....my fingers arr~
so damn pain...long time din ply bowling now so painful~
ahh..atleast i got 5strikes...not bad..XD
3games only 5stirkes...LOL...what a 'good' result~
haiz..dun care la...wkwk

Btw....dun ever release your feelings to anyone, izit good?
maybe...if yes...just make people so paiseh~^^
so better don't~..XD
=.=

Hmmm....

Last post before I sleep?
current time is 3.11am..^^
why my heart suddenly feel so painful?
Is it a signal to me?
the way to somewhere else?
lead me to the proper way?
can someone give an idea to me?
I am lost of idea~
arr...why am i down again~dont you remember to upupup forever?
erm..honestly tell you, i really dont know what am i writing lo...LOL
HAHA
I still can laugh? Aren't you crazy?
Yes!! I am~^^

Oh ya..i will pay you RM1.65  after school holidays~
I dunwan to own you anything, is not worth at all...
I shouldn't have pick up that call

Okay...time for me to sleep~
good nite and good morning~

No title......

LOL...
First of all...let's crazy...
what for la...why am i posting so many useless things here~
haha...XD
What the hell is happened lo?
Just to release my feelings?...I am kinda lying~
Nothing to say more about it..XD

OMG!!
Why suddenly got blood on my fingers!!
haiz.....pimples.....
Should sleep now? I dun think so~
What to do~life is boring and colourless if you dun do anythings meaningful just like me..^^
Sitting in front on computer and stares on it then starting to write blog~
Isn't that boring? LOL
I talk to myself..........and I usually do it....XD

Haiz and haiz again~it just came out from my mind every minutes and seconds...
I am so bad...oh come on remember...upupup!!!
that's what you said it to me..^^

Oh ya..Transformers trailer was nice lo..XD
I am kinda childish that i still watch this kind of movie~
What to do I like to watch movie~^^
weee~
coming soon luu.....XD

hmmm.....time for me to sleep? Nope...definitely no!!!
I heard my sis said that Kung Fu Panda 2 was nice....very cute~
But i din get the chance to watch~arr....it is kind of disappointment..T.T

wow..why am I writing so long?
Dunno...ask myself ba~
LOL....I really gone crazy...haha

Ermm....here are some advices~
if u feel like fat mou-ing just do the things that i asked u to do~
maybe it works?
Hope it can help you~
or maybe u can try to find something to do?
read novels? or watch anime? drawing?
Hmmm..I cant help u much more..XD
Maybe i can take tissue for you~
to clean your mou as what i have said before......wkwk

Who am i?

Now is already 1.44am~
by this time,you have already sleep(maybe)....
I am kinda crazy today,so what is happened to me???
can someone tell me?
I really can't understand myself, maybe at first I am already lost~
I got to say sorry to you....SORRY
should I be so stupid? or am I live without any choices?
This kind of word really make someone annoying...is it?
MAYBE?
God knows..haha
Why am I saying all this word?
I am really stupid!!
The foolish people in the world
You can be angry of me or whatever things that you can do it~
I don't mind...I think i should have used to it~
Why am i being so......haiz....can't describe myself now....^^
Just just just..............................
speechless now......
Fine~that's all~!!!!!!!
...........................XD

超闷的一天~

该写什么呢？我自己都不知道@@
想起昨天的事我真的很疯狂咯~
还有下次？希望吧~

为什么它总是这样？这个世界真的没有任何形容词可以形容吗？
 算了吧~想太多也没有用哦~
.....................................XD

oo.....

为了得到你那份礼物，我决定了将在3.00am睡觉
我可是第一次在半夜打电话给一个人，不知不觉钱都用光了才舍得挂电话
你不必还给我；你答应过我不会把钱还给我的哦~

erm...........................
如果你有此想法的话，或许我会明白这一切~

是时候睡觉了……………^^
晚安！！

错误的决择~

如果上天再给我一次机会，我也许会选择退出；
如果这样能活得更开心，这一切一切都值得；
虽然这一切的牺牲都很痛苦，但是我必须这样做。
我一个人痛苦总好过全部人一起受苦；
唯有这样做所有人才能活得更开心。
但愿这一切不会发生~

很烦！！

为了sidang redaksi 浪费我多少时间~
现在illustrater 开不到，要我怎样交功课呢？
烦死人了！！
真得很想退出，可是却不能，不能半途而废的~
upupup~!!!
算了吧~如果不能准时叫的话在算了！！
haiz~!!
真是有够烦的！！
人的生活真的没有烦恼不行吗？这样才叫人生吗？
如果是的话，我宁愿不要，可是.................认命吧！！
upupup~haha!!
enn!!..XD

开心！！~

首先我要谢谢rui xin！！还有那份礼物~谢谢哦~
第二：melanie~谢谢你的蛋糕~
 可能今天是我有史以来过得最开心的生日~
谢谢你们所有人！！XD

今天真得累极了~双手都麻痹了~
不过一切都值得的~
那蛋糕的味道还不错哦~
如果是你亲手做得话那我就有口福咯~如果不是那就谢谢你的心意咯~
当然我也知道这是你买的，有心了~

rui xin~谢咯~XD
upupup!!! wkwkwk