okay...

one day...
everything will be clear...
if you really understand...
but if cant thn nvm...
just forget bout it...
the meaning behind of everything...
the truth behind of everything...

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(others people)
if that day i say it out
u might not be happy with me
even u do so for now
i just cant believe that what i seen
cant believe that what had happend
i nvr see b4 this kind of ppl
but i will still keep it as a secret
...

D:

原来伪装是那么的辛苦
真的好辛苦
我也想知道我在想什么
我只知道我再也伪装不了
现在的我并不是认真的我
现在的我只是伪装的我
只有当我独自时候的我才是最真实
或许在那刹那间，我的微笑才是真的
我的冷淡并不是偶然
我惹人讨厌更不是偶然
没人会理
更不会有人明白
虽然只是伪装
但有一样东西始终都不会变
跌倒后再站起来以后
仰望着蓝天白云
已不再像以前那样
而是充满着新的期望

oo.....

to be a friend is vry easy
but to a find a truly friend to talk is not that easy
haiz
i wish to find...
but there will not be any result...
i cnt hope everything happen as what i wish
i cnt be that selfish
haha
the hope that i wish to be it already come true
but it doesn't last long...
i got to wish all over again
and...
this time there will be no one can make it come true
i will just wait for it to come true
maybe you already forgot the wish
but its okay
just let it be
nobody are interest wif my wish and all those stuff
they need their friends
their life still go on
and myself of course wont stop there
it will just always look forward
i can still remember that sentence
i will always remember it
that's what i can do for now
i will not stop it
many ppl might think i am doing stupid stuff
but as for me everything is okay
maybe one day u will know everything
just hope it will not be too late

oo.....

just a thing can make me no mood for the whole day
just a thing can make me angry wif u although u r my kindagarden friend~
why all things happened to me?
why let me suffered all this things la?
maybe this is what should happen to me
1 day wif 2 things suffering me...
argh!
dun whack my head wif books or pen anymore!!
last warning!
u thought who r u?!
can simply whack?
no brain izit?!
argh!!!
and...of course...
still no mood la~
haha..maybe ur words is rite^^
XD

习惯就好

伤人的话听多, 刺眼的字看多都没感觉了
反正都已经习惯了
人就是这样, 对某件东西腻了
 自然就会习惯
所谓习惯成自然吧~XD

):(

有时候坐在汽车内的靠窗位，
看着天空可以让我平静下来
也让我反省自己的错误
但以后看的天空会否像现在的一样?
这是我不想发生的事情
不过一切就会再今晚揭晓
希望一切都如我所愿
不管最终得答案是如何
我也会接受它

XD

oo...what a sunny day again...
today just bought a T-shirt~
don't comment me ag...hahaha^^
hey~
finally today got a chance to watch nasi lemak 2.0
kinda okay la
some part quite funny
but nite nidda do revision liao
really must work hard for this exam
ganbatte ba~

oo

i made the wrong decision again?
can someone give an answer to me?
i thought i will make a right decision...
but at the end...
i still failed to make it
maybe this time i will make a decision...
the final decision...
yea...
can i let the god to help me decide?
i scare i will make the wrong decision again...
every time i made a decision but the truth has just tell me i am wrong...
totally wrong...
i just need an answer to prove everything...
just one...
can change everything...
god help me please...

平静的。。。。。。

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好的~

不会了
不再不会了
。。。

平静的。。。。。。

x(x)

今天心情还好吧
至少还能看见你久违的笑容
哈哈
你比从前快乐哦
如果是真的话或许我会很开心
我也希望可以向你那样~
算了吧。。。
平静。。。。。。

~~

别人能做到的东西我未必能做到
但我只会做好自己
只渴望自己能达到自己的目标
或许这样我会更有满足感
我不抱住任何希望
只期待一切平静
。。。。。。

haiz..

nobody will understand...
just let it go ba...
over and over...
what ever i did just...
dunnid to understand...
when the time is come everything will be there...
but it is just too late...
it will not be that anymore...
it is just meaningless..

='')

blur case...
@@
blur to the maximum...
blur blur blur and blur....

~~

我常常问我自己
伪装的东西能维持多久？
或许可以维持很久吧~
越久就越好咯~
至少可以为自己找一个借口
还蛮不错。。。。。。
只好不断地走下去~

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oo~原来如此
我还那么笨地在想~

Yan Jue 嚴爵 - Hao De Shi Qing (好的事情) MV Full

oo

In this world they are many kinds of people~
but for me.. I am already used to it...
I have seen this every year
haha~
my luck^^
kinda la...
used by some1 doesn't feel good rite?
yea~
 ^^

oo

yes~
good things doesn't come if you dun go and fight for it
now i knew it~
just learned it~
but sometimes when u get wat u wan u will try to let it go?
this is nowadays people mindset?
haha
luckly i am not~
phew~
from it i learned sth too
never appreciate sth until u lost it~
haha~
that's all for today~
happy day ahead ^^

oo~

sometimes just nid something
something that is money cnt buy
and everyone need it
from freinds and family,
we can get it~
just dun let it go if u hav it
if u jz let it go, it forever will not be back anymore~
they will not believe u anymore~
= w =

aaa~

is tat my fault?
u thought i wan it happen?
the computer kena virus is not my fault wat
y everyone keep blaming me?
am i so good to blame?
blame lo...=.='
soon no nid to on pc oso can le...
T.T
getting serious lo
keep restart
.....

=)

haha!
very happy today >.<
hope everyday will be like today~
hehe >.<
laugh until stomach pain >.<
and the song~
i wan to learn~
for some purposes >.<
hehe
ble!~

random stuff~

having a hope everyday~
and it will be always the same~
i doesn't ask much~
just hope it will come true~
maybe many ppl will ask me wat is the hope
but i think one day u guys will really noe wat i hoped~
i waiting my hope to come true everyday~
for me, with a hope everyday is already satisfy and happy with it
whether it come true ornt is doesn't matter~
as long as i am happy~
the life is still goes on~
there is no point that we feel disappointment whn our hopes doesn't come true
maybe this is what we called dreams~
what a nice dream~
how good if my dream really come true~
 i nvr ask much~
i believe whn u guys really noe wat i am thinking it will automatically come true~
^^

omg

why keep feels like vomitting?
drank too much of water in a time?
nope gua?
just feeling unwell
hope ltr can go tuition
i go rest le la...
hope can forget everything

=(

why why why and why?
should i ask that?
hmm...
shouldn't i be that?
what to do?
</3

oo

just feel like lied  by ppl?(not my blog viewer)
why i always lied by ppl?
izit i so good to lie?
fine lo~
not the 1st time~
maybe i trusted the wrong ppl
maybe this is why i cnt trust a person so easily?
dun let me find out who is the one...

argh...
no point to angry jz because of u!

aaa~

holiday gonna end...
phew~
really need to study for the next exam le...
hope i can do it...
coz i am getting lazier...

aaa><
bro =)
find you tml ><
u noe who i meant rite?

hehe~

i m back since this morning which is 12++
kinda happy with everything i have
grandpa~
I love you~
hope we can still celebrate ur birthday every year~
enn!
why am i so tired lo after slept for 8hours
haiz...after this gonna sleep ag~
slowly become piggy day by day~
piggy!!~