hehe...

guess wat?
1.24am...
cant sleep lo
lied on the bed for 1hour still remain unchanged
insomia?
couldn't be ba~
all right
go play some lame games and listen songs at the same time~
yeah~today just got my passport size photo
tml gonna make a new passport
and nidda wake up early lo...
because scare many people
aih~
go ply games now~

~~

did anyone done his/her chemist folio?
haiz...doing half way
and those was before exam de work
aih~
gonna continue tonight since i cant sleep
yea~
tat's for today~

ouch!

what!
that movie is not for those who under 18!
haiz...
i was waited for how long you know?!
just because he is 九把刀?
just because of a part of the movie?
come on!
be open minded abit...
who will think that lo
i understand not everyone can accept that
but..
aih~
fine...

haha!

yeah!
finally can travel to Hong Kong!
it was my first time travel to other country
damn sad...now only get the chance
but nvm!
now is the time!
the chance!
damn excited now!
after this travel dunno when can have another chance luu~
aik~
at least i get a chance in my life
that's enough
hope everything can be good~
and of course...pls dun get pain anymore...
pls....
let me enjoy my trip...after that you wan how pain oso can
let me enjoy! suffer later!
okay..this is not the type i am
usually i will prefer suffer 1st then only enjoy
but this time  i wont!
that's the only chance in my life!
just pray for myself...
get well soon
dun pain anymore...
please...

wew

well done Nat !
although it cant do anything but we are proud of you
you voice out our feelings to the teacher
seriously well done~
XD

o.o

yup
disappointed with me?
oo
no surprise
yea...i made everyone disappointed include my parents
ha!
i am sorry to all of you
oo?
i looks fake rite? it doesn't matter if you guys think that
in fact...i have made everyone disappointed
i know i cant change back anything
but i should say sorry to everyone
sorry
ha~just hope i can do anything for all of you as long as i am still alive
because i dunno my heart can still function how long
maybe need a long term treatment from hospital or heart transplant?
although it just pained few months ago
just hope that it is not too serious
now i can still run, walk as usual but who knows future?
maybe this is what i should get from the god
once again
SORRY everyone...that i made you all disappointed

hmm

whatever i can do people can do
whatever people can do i cant
i am just playing a small role in my life
although is just a small character
but i am proud of it
and of course
satisfy with it...

No title......

is the time...
i dunno what to say
i cant do anything
so let it be

*...*

i think i know what should i do
in fact...i know it is hard to make a decision
...

T.T

okay after all...
i dunno why u said that to me although it is too late for you as what you have said
but i will just accept it lo...
if not what can i do?
refuse ur apologize ?
lol..how could i do that?
i wont do that of course...
but for me...the apologize doesn't meant anything to me anymore
whatever i wan to cry , do or wat i have already done
so what izit happen now la?
why i heard different things from different person?
i am out of my mind now
who should i believe?
crazy man!
stupid things!!
anyway...
thanks for the apologize lo...
once again...
god...i lost to my fate again...
yea...the chance...
just let it go...
even i mind it doesn't meant anything...
go then go ba....
everyone has their own fate...
nobody can control their own fate...
yea...
disappointing time by time...
thank you...
T.T

oo

sometimes I am being too kind
maybe i should do as what my teacher said
''sometimes you need to be selfish in order to be kind to someone''
being too kind will just cause me problems
but not everyone la
being too kind will just bullied by the people
i dun care anymore...

haiz...

永远把最后的机会留给自己
在留给自己的同时也把机会留给别人
机会已经给了
如果想让它胎死腹中我也做不到任何东西
希望真的能掌握自己手中的机会
明白吗？

命运~

缘份不是那么容易凑在一起
能相识是一种缘
但能在一起才称它为缘分
一切只能交给命运
把一切交给时间
留下来的才是最后的决定

take from an article d~
meaningful right?
^^

XD

thank you for everything
if really looks like that let it be lo~
haha
used to it~
last post liao...
^^

okay

goodbye..
everything~
yea yea~
feel so happy rite now~
no more pressure
everything gone~
just happy!!!
yea yea~~~
XD

x...x

.........
god u are really prank me...
but it is good that u gave me all this
let me know sth
and of course let me learn sth from it
some lesson that money also cnt effort to pay for it
thank you!
now i am just trying best to do!
do better than ever i have
seriously
i wan to wake up from the dream!
how good if i can do for it
so at least i noe this is what human beings
this is what we called fate...
i lost to the fate...
who knows one day i will beat you!...fate
i will beat you!
you watch out! fate...
nobody can defeat me...!

haiz

dream can be different from reality?
or can be the same?
who knows?

Gods~
are you playing with me??
if one time only i still can accept
but three times also the same!
cant believe it~
or from the starting of everything u have already gave a hint?