hehe...

guess wat?
1.24am...
cant sleep lo
lied on the bed for 1hour still remain unchanged
insomia?
couldn't be ba~
all right
go play some lame games and listen songs at the same time~
yeah~today just got my passport size photo
tml gonna make a new passport
and nidda wake up early lo...
because scare many people
aih~
go ply games now~

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did anyone done his/her chemist folio?
haiz...doing half way
and those was before exam de work
aih~
gonna continue tonight since i cant sleep
yea~
tat's for today~

ouch!

what!
that movie is not for those who under 18!
haiz...
i was waited for how long you know?!
just because he is 九把刀?
just because of a part of the movie?
come on!
be open minded abit...
who will think that lo
i understand not everyone can accept that
but..
aih~
fine...

haha!

yeah!
finally can travel to Hong Kong!
it was my first time travel to other country
damn sad...now only get the chance
but nvm!
now is the time!
the chance!
damn excited now!
after this travel dunno when can have another chance luu~
aik~
at least i get a chance in my life
that's enough
hope everything can be good~
and of course...pls dun get pain anymore...
pls....
let me enjoy my trip...after that you wan how pain oso can
let me enjoy! suffer later!
okay..this is not the type i am
usually i will prefer suffer 1st then only enjoy
but this time  i wont!
that's the only chance in my life!
just pray for myself...
get well soon
dun pain anymore...
please...

wew

well done Nat !
although it cant do anything but we are proud of you
you voice out our feelings to the teacher
seriously well done~
XD

o.o

yup
disappointed with me?
oo
no surprise
yea...i made everyone disappointed include my parents
ha!
i am sorry to all of you
oo?
i looks fake rite? it doesn't matter if you guys think that
in fact...i have made everyone disappointed
i know i cant change back anything
but i should say sorry to everyone
sorry
ha~just hope i can do anything for all of you as long as i am still alive
because i dunno my heart can still function how long
maybe need a long term treatment from hospital or heart transplant?
although it just pained few months ago
just hope that it is not too serious
now i can still run, walk as usual but who knows future?
maybe this is what i should get from the god
once again
SORRY everyone...that i made you all disappointed

hmm

whatever i can do people can do
whatever people can do i cant
i am just playing a small role in my life
although is just a small character
but i am proud of it
and of course
satisfy with it...